Though today started a bit shaky tonight I go to bed happy, my children have gone to sleep smiling and so will I . For the first time in ages we have been out for the evening, I played bingo and even won two games and the children had loads of fun running around playing games and eating chocolate cake. When we came home we had a lovely meal together and watched tv, I finally feel the atmosphere here lifting once more and hope it stays this way and this family can stay on the rails.

Lots of people have said I'm cracking up recently, good job they didn't see me last year if they think I am bad now, lol. But for the sake if my children I done the sensible thing and called the quacks, see what they say. I'm not convinced I'm suffering from depression again, last year I was 8 months pregnant and seriously unbalanced but this was due to being in Extream pain which remained with me until I gave birth, the illness I suffered I would not wish on my worst enemy. That combined with the mental side and bringing up two children on my own is it any wonder I cracked up. Still I'm here to tell the tale.

Here's to a fabulous weekend full of fun , watch this space :)